When will I ever stop loving… you.
How can you still dwell here?
After all these years.
and space in between
In mind, frequently.
I still do me
I don’t loath everyday like I used to
I drowned bad about you
never thought I’d be privy to a life absent of you
Thank God a bitch grew anew
Entrusted confidants resist
Watching me move aloof
They never seen a bitch down like that
I hoed so much after trying to put myself back
Yet and Still I fell
It took years to align on…
I Think of HER often
Of that night even
The looming of smoke
Permeating through my closet
As a bubble slowly revealed its body
As It crept out of the double doors
A human began to form
First a head
SHE looked at me.
SHE didn’t speak a word.
SHE came with premonition and prophecy
SHE sat the wall
SHE pulled rank to see me
I’d already conceived
SHE trying to inform me of legacy
I wonder if SHE will return
If I’ll ever need HER in flesh again
I know eventually we will
As life would have it we meet here
When we really owed us more
I have a problem with running
I thought love was what I was chasing
You know I had these problems though
I had many roots to pull
You felt compelled to meet me
Until my darkness became too heavy
I did understand the retract
It was a warranted react
But my body was not my own
I wish you could see how all was lost on me
I realized our root was hollow
That was a hard pill to swallow
A body beside mine didn’t know…